2018.....
the year when Michael was alive....
and then he wasn't.
2019...
a year in which Michael is not alive.
It is breaking my heart, moving into this new year...leaving behind the last year of my life in which my son was alive.
Sharing my heart as I walk the road of grief. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18
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NOT Crying is exhausting
This is something that can maybe only be fully understood by people walking through a similar fire: that as draining as it can be to let...
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Five years ago today, at (the best we can figure) 10:30 or 11 in the morning, our beloved son Michael took his life. His death would not be...
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Who would ever have thought that I would be sitting here one day, breaking my heart over Viking death metal music? Not me. This time thi...
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[I wrote most of this post last year, on June 25th of 2022, the fourth anniversary of the day we learned of our son's death. As it turne...
This is EXACTLY how I felt when I woke up on 2018! I was so sad starting a new year without Jerry and knowing that everything that was coming was going to be without him. So, I changed my thinking to heading into 2018 WITH God and trusting/knowing that HE would be with me all the way.
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy to see Josh each week!
<3 <3 <3 I'm so glad he is surrounded by people who love him. :) :)
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